翎湘．烙影．閣

i've been asking myself

do i really really fit here?

in a uni tat ranked so top up high in the world

while im such a piece of shit ?

my hk fds work harder than me

they pay far more effort than me

but they end up into some kind of dipolma program

and i end up into a top 20 uni in world

yes, it sounds so lame

and now, im so messed up

cuz i deny myself at the very first beginning

and started to slacken myself

addicting to stupid fb games,

addicting to the anime world

or even in tvb drama

in additions of 2 hardcore course for entering a specialist prog. while i was aiming to enter a major

WTF?!

"I'll screw up anyway! Then let it be"

So Congrats,

I deserved what i shld get for now

a great big C on my stupid midterm progress

It's really not that nice at all

at least

i felt terrible now

i thought i wont mind, i jus need a pass for my degree and get my butt out of college so i can earn my money

but at the end

i do care

i dun know why

i realize

becuz of the differentia wif the std here

i might have changed

im not sure

i'll wait and see